The College Scene

This year, I have taken a whole lot into consideration as far as my life goes.

I feel, as of right now, I have grown up beyond my years. Throughout my years of high school, I think I lived up to my age. I was always caught up in drama, getting in trouble with boys, lying to my family...THE WORKS!!! In other words... UTTER CHAOS!!! Anyway, that was then and this is now.

In the beginning of my freshman year in college, I think I was still on that "fast track" to gettin' whooped!!! But now, all those distractions are out of my life...and I purposefully put them there. People I trusted, turned their backs on me... Others said, "I told you so." But I was a hard head and ignored them. I learned the hard way which included bad decisions, bad consequences, getting my heart broken etc.

But I can honestly say that I am better for it. I wouldn't be where I am today if I hadn't learned the hard way. I feel more content with my life, now that I don't have to lie to my family and friends. I feel more complete knowing that I am completely exposed in the light, and I have nothing to hide. It's a good feeling that I have never gotten to experience until now...

And let me tell you... I LOVE IT!!! seriously...